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I love long sleeves. They’re so comfortable and warm and welcoming. And these ones are really soft. This is the first time I’ve worn this shirt. It’s a cream and tan striped, hooded, light-weight sweater. None of this really has anything to do with the purpose of my post tonight, but as I was getting [...]
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**Warning: Trigger warning! Do not read this post if you are likely to be triggered by the description of self harming or if you have an aversion to reading about blood**
A pair of new shoes with matchin’ laces!
A permanent box at Sheepshead races!
A porcelain tub with boilin’ water!
A Saturday night with the mayor’s daughter!
Look at [...]
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I ‘m terrible about making decisions. I don’t like doing it, and when I do make one I tend to have trouble sticking to it. Recovery is one of the many decisions that I made all too quickly and then had trouble following through with.
After spending 10 days eating what I only hope was normally [...]
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I have different phases. Sometimes, the amounts of foods I consume scares me. Others, the number of calories scares me. Today, it’s been a little of both. My only meal today was 175 calories, but it was the amount that freaked me out. I had a plate of watermelon pieces and a plate with a [...]
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1 Hard candy: 35 calories
Soup: 90 calories
Total: 190
I am loving vegan-ness so far, but it’s only been 2 days.
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When the toast is burned,
And all the milk has turned
And cap’n crunch is wavin’ farewell.
When the big one finds you
May this song remind you
That they don’t serve breakfast, in hell
from Breakfast
by Newsboys
I don’t know why, but I feel like posting my food consumption. I feel all scattered and keeping track of my food helps me [...]
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Let’s start on a happy note.
Ok…
*Deep breath*
Well, just got back from a 10-day trip to California to visit friends. It was one of the most magical and trying weeks in a very long time.
I enjoyed myself so much. Biking to the beach, going to Disneyland, playing cards, watching movies, so many [...]
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I hate weight loss commercials. Especially since most of the people on them don’t even need to lose weight.
Tonight, there was one on that went like this:
“I work around food all the time. Before I knew it, I was over 300 pounds. That’s when I realized I needed to do something about my weight.”
It really [...]
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Ok, this is a very embarrassing post, but I’m going to be completely honest.
Reasons bulimics shouldn’t get tax returns:
1 frozen Totino’s pizza ($1.40)
2 liters of Mountain Dew ($1.25)
9 ice cream sandwiches ($7.00)
4 Heath Klondike bars ($3.50)
2 handfuls of Doritos ($4.00)
1/4 box of Triscuits, complete with squeeze cheddar ($10.00)
10 miniature assorted candy bars ($7.00)
1.5 M&M cookies [...]
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I fell asleep around 4:45am this morning. I woke up at 6:12am. Apparently we were supposed to leave at 6:15 but neither my brother or I knew that. So we ran to get ready to go. I was ready at 6:22. My mom and brother took considerably longer. Then, my brother couldn’t find the forms [...]
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