Gah, I hate…

…the term “eating disorder”!
I hate hearing it spoken. I don’t know why. But I cringe everytime I hear it.
It took me a long time just to be able to type it. When I started this blog, I would just write ED as an abreviation. Over time, I was able to type out the full phrase. [...]

Head Games

“I’m Still Here”
by Johnny Rzeznik
I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that’s held in your arms.
And what do you think you’d ever say?
I won’t listen anyway…
You don’t know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.
And what do you think you’d understand?
I’m a boy, no, I’m [...]

Which is worse? The said or the unsaid?

“The Older I Get”
by Skillet
The walls between you and I
Always pushing us apart
Nothing left but scars fight after fight
The space between our calm and rage
Started growing shorter,
Disappearing slowly day after day
I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder
The older I get
Will I get over [...]

It’s a Relient K Sort of Day

“For The Moments I Feel Faint”
By Relient K

Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?
[Chorus:]
Never underestimate my Jesus.
You’re telling me that there’s no hope.
I’m telling you you’re wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world [...]

Memory is a Funny Thing

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

These are some of the lyrics to a song called “Do You Know”. I heard this song for the [...]