Over Exposure

Superman,
That’s what you want me to be.
To be your everything.
I only wish you could see.
If I could fly,
From all the pain and the fear,
Tell me why,
Why would I be standing here?
from “Superman”
by Luna Halo
I love this song, it’s so pretty. It makes me think of all the people I’ve known who want others to fix [...]

When the World Stops?

I didn’t blog yesterday, so I thought the comic fitting.
Today has been interesting. I purged 3 times and only ate twice. I didn’t eat until around 5:00pm, which was fine with me. I wasn’t hungry. Then my brother offered to make food for me and I have a really hard time telling him no. So [...]

Vexatious Phone Calls: Part 1

“This is your last and final message reminding you to renew the factory warranty on your car before it expires.”
Ok, can’t we cut down on the word count by removing the redundancy of “last and final”? Also, Miss Recording, I don’t have a factory warranty, as I don’t have a car to have one on. [...]

Stand Strong

“Get Up”
by Superchick
I’m not afraid to fall.
It means I climbed up high.
To fall is not to fail.
You fail when you don’t try.
I’m not afraid to fall.
I might just learn to fly and
I will spread these wings of mine.
If I get up, I might fall back down again,
So let’s get up come on.
If I get up, [...]

ED Discussions

There’s this song called “My Immortal” by Evanescence that I’ve heard a few times. But today, I heard it differently. Today it was a conversation between me and my ed. It sounded like this.
[Me:]
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause [...]

Riding the Earth

Ok! I haven’t made a good update in a while. Mostly just me rambling. So here it is.
Wednesday night I did not sleep at all. I know Asa posted that I was heading to bed, but despite being on my bed all night, there was no sleeping. Thursday, I don’t remember much of. Thursday night [...]

You Can’t Name a Planet Bob (Well that all depends on your perspective, right?)

“Perspectives”
by Kutless
It feels like your life’s crashing down all around you
Let me ask if it’s really so bad
Look at the world in it’s suffering
Can you honestly tell me that know one else could understand
All the hurting inside?
Why can’t you see that freedom is sometimes simply another perspective away?
Who could you be if your lens was [...]

In Lieu of Public Transportation

the devil…has always been a murderer and a liar. There is nothing truthful about him. He speaks on his own, and everything he says is a lie. Not only is he a liar himself, but he is also the father of all lies. ~John 8:44 (CEV)
The thief comes only in order to steal and kill [...]

Asa Speaks

Livvy has had an emotionally exhausting couple days. This has made her think about emotions. When she works out too much, runs too long, sleeps too little, she becomes physically worn out. It’s only this evening that she came to realize you can become emotionally worn out.
These last 2 days have been filled with intense [...]

Work = Therapy

This morning, I was not a happy camper. I took some Advil pm last night and I slept right through my alarm. I woke up around 11am. I ended up being about 4.5 hours late for work.
I was still feeling the effects of a difficult day and night yesterday and I felt so guilty for [...]